Downtime

tahimik na ang telepono
bago maghatinggabi
wala na ang kiriring na hinihintay ko
wala na ang mga tawag mo parati

hindi na umiilaw ang cellphone
hindi naman sira ang backlight
wala na ang mga mensahe
at bihira na ring malowbatt

hindi na sumusulpot ang mga im windows
hindi na patay sindi ang ilaw sa icq
wala ng imbitasyon ng laro ng pool
at hindi na nag oonline ang nick mo

iniisip ko kung bakit wala na ang mga ito
habang lunod na sa luha ang mga mata ko
naghihintay ako ng sagot sa mga tanong ko
naghahanap ako ng dahilan para sumuko

naghihintay akong tumunog ulit ang telepono
may mag message ulit sa cellphone
umaasa akong mag open na ulit ang mga im windows
at may matanggap sa icq

unti unti na nawawasak ang puso ko
ano pang halaga ng lahat ng ito
maayos ang connection ko ni hindi nga nadidisconnect
subalit wala na ang taong minamahal ko…

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Let Me Try Again

Ok, I will be sharing a song that will sum up what I feel tonight. So please

Let Me Try Again

by: Frank Sinatra

I know I said that I was leaving
But I just couldn't say good-bye
It was only self-deceiving
To walk away from someone who
Means everything in life to you

You learn from every lonely day
I've learned, and I've come back to stay

Let me try again - let me try again
Think of all we had before - let me try once more
We can have it all - you and I again
Just forgive me or I'll die - please let me try again

I was such a fool to doubt you
To try to go it all alone
There's no sense to life without you
Now all I do is just exist
And think about the chance I've missed

To beg is not an easy task
But pride is such a foolish mask

Let me try again - let me try again
Think of all we had before - let me try once more
We can have it all - you and I again
Just forgive me or I'll die - please let me try again